I
feel suffocated.
I
feel restless.
I do
not know why.
I
have tried everything to stop this.
But,
I do not know why.
I
feel like punching out.
Running
away.
Escaping
this hell.
But,
it doesn't feel like hell.
Feels
like a wall.
A lot
of walls.
Closing
in on me.
I am
happy.
That
is there.
Then,
what is this feeling.
Why
such constraints.
As if
some one is strangling me.
Am I
killing myself?
Without
knowing.
Understanding?
I am
calm again.
Maybe
the storm is over.
But
is it?