nervous

2017 Chapter III Section 7

Ready to Go

Bags are packed, tickets checked, Brain feeling jumbled. 

Nervous, apprehensive, hoping for the best, fearing the worst! 

Let this plan of mine come to fruition oh invisible beings of power and more! 

Fingers crossed. 

Let's do this! 

Tata! 

TODAY'S CHECKLIST:

  • Exercise: Weight Training, Packing, 8k steps
  • Food:
    • Breakfast: None
    • Lunch: Rice, dal, fish
    • Snack: Lactose-Free Milk
    • Dinner: Koraishutir kochuri, Ghugni 
  • Study: Stanford 
  • Read: None
  • Feeling: Excited yet nervous! 

2017 Chapter II Section 22

Feverish & Worried

I still have a fever, chest congestion, and my throat is hurting a lot. 

I am continuously coughing, and I am feeling slightly nauseated. 

No, it is not related to the fever or the cough. 

I am worried about tomorrow. As I had mentioned in my earlier blogs, tomorrow is an important day for me. 

My life will be shaped according to how tomorrow goes, and that is making me anxious. 

I almost forgot to write today's blog because I am so tensed. I am currently trying quite hard to fall asleep. But, all is in vain.

I feel like sitting somewhere and just crying. I do not know why. But, I feel like curling up like a baby and just crying.  

I do not know what to do! 

I think, for now, I will try to listen to some music and try to go to sleep. 

I wanted to write more about my anxious nature, but I think that is best kept for another day. 

Wish me luck! (I know you have no clue why just wish me luck please, okay?) 

Tata! 

TODAY'S CHECKLIST:

  • Exercise: Weight Training
  • Food:
    • Breakfast: None
    • Lunch: Quinoa, Dal, Fish, Veggies
    • Snack: Chia, Flaxseed, Lactose-Free Milk, Guava 
    • Dinner: Rice, Boiled Potatoes, Boiled Egg 
  • Study: None
  • Read: None
  • Feeling: Nervous and feverish