Bags are packed, tickets checked, Brain feeling jumbled.
Nervous, apprehensive, hoping for the best, fearing the worst!
Let this plan of mine come to fruition oh invisible beings of power and more!
Fingers crossed.
Let's do this!
Tata!
I have packed my bags for the 100000th time in a row.
I keep checking and re checking, packing and re-packing!
I keep feeling like I am leaving something behind!
Is it my apprehension or my excitement?
Will I get what I am chasing?
Only time will tell.
Hopefully, I go a few steps closer to my dream!
Tata!
I still have a fever, chest congestion, and my throat is hurting a lot.
I am continuously coughing, and I am feeling slightly nauseated.
No, it is not related to the fever or the cough.
I am worried about tomorrow. As I had mentioned in my earlier blogs, tomorrow is an important day for me.
My life will be shaped according to how tomorrow goes, and that is making me anxious.
I almost forgot to write today's blog because I am so tensed. I am currently trying quite hard to fall asleep. But, all is in vain.
I feel like sitting somewhere and just crying. I do not know why. But, I feel like curling up like a baby and just crying.
I do not know what to do!
I think, for now, I will try to listen to some music and try to go to sleep.
I wanted to write more about my anxious nature, but I think that is best kept for another day.
Wish me luck! (I know you have no clue why just wish me luck please, okay?)
Tata!
When I first saw you,
You were a little baby,
Now, look at you,
You are a grown lady.
You have your own thoughts,
And, you own desires,
You will soon be breaking a lot of hearts,
And, putting out fires.
I cannot wish for much,
But, I only wish for this,
That may you always be happy, lucky,
And, live a life of Bliss!
Happy Birthday little sister. May God Bless you with good health, good sense and good luck! :)
[Today is my cousin sister's birthday! She turned 18 today. When I first saw her, I was 11! Oh man, how time flies!]
