Two months down
I feel like time is flying by, yet it is moving so slowly. There are things I want to get done, and they require patience and Time. I want those to move faster. But, on the other hand, I want to savour every minute, every day, and I am unable to do so as time is flying by oh so quickly.
I won’t lie; the last few weeks have felt very overwhelming to me. It feels like so many things are in play, and I do not have enough time in the day.
Every day seems to be getting filled up with varied doctor’s appointments and work and house chores and and and. But then again, isn’t this what I was hoping for? Full days and routines bring me joy. I like knowing what’s next. Yes, it is overwhelming at first, but once you get used to it, it just becomes simpler and easier.
I want to get to that stage of comfort. But life doesn’t work like that; you cannot skip steps.
2023 is the year of all the pending doctor’s appointments, and trust there are plenty. Phew. But it must be done. This is my year of getting back my health. It started off fine, but February saw my doubts coming back. But we got this.
The new month starts tomorrow, a new beginning, right? Or is it just a continuation? I believe it is what I make it out to be. I will choose it to be a “new start.”
Yes, this is the year of putting health first. But, sometimes, with everything else going on, it is tough to remember the whats and whys.
So, let’s take a deep breath, and as we breathe out, let’s remember the task list, and instead of getting overwhelmed by it, let’s embrace it.