"What's on Your Mind?"
I feel so tired,
So defeated,
Having constant arguments,
Some are light, but most are heated!
I do not know what's next,
Or where I am going.
Stuck in a loop,
And, it's frustrating and annoying.
I feel overloaded,
With thoughts and feelings,
Everything is closing in on me,
Even the walls and the ceilings.
I cannot breathe,
Someone wake me up,
But, I do not want to quit yet,
I do not want to give up.
What am I looking for,
Can someone tell?
Am I going towards Heaven,
Or, walking into Hell?
Do I need more time,
Or have I run out of it?
I don't know what to do,
Should I stand, move or just sit?
I have a feeling,
I have been here before,
But, I feel so numb,
And, about nothing I am sure.
TODAY'S CHECKLIST:
- Exercise: Weight Training, 4000 steps, 30 mins dancing
- Food:
- Breakfast: None
- Lunch: Quinoa, Dal, Aloo Poshto
- Snack: Homemade healthy rice noodles (I hardly ate), Chia, Flaxseed
- Dinner: Quinoa, Chicken
- Study: Stanford
- Read: The Confidence Man
- Feeling: Torn inside