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2018 Chapter I Section 11

Calm Down Brain 

Depressed yet happy! 

Overwhelmed yet planned. 

Confident yet in doubt! 

 

What is to happen next? 

 

I know but don't know! 

 

Brain in overdrive. 

Thoughts galore! 

Patient. But crowded with impatience. 

 

Tata!

 

TODAY'S CHECKLIST:

  • Exercise: 
    • Cals Out: 1809
    • Steps: N/A
    • Miles: N/A
    • Dance: 0 mins
    • Others: 90 mins
  • Food: 
    • Breakfast: MCT oil, Cacao Powder, Stevia, Walnut Milk 
    • Lunch: Sausage, Eggs, Heavy Cream, Bacon  
    • Snack: Blackberries, Strawberries, Green Tea with ACV
    • Dinner: Bacon, Eggs, Meatballs 
  • Eating: Keto
    • Cals In: 1415 
    • Fat: 128 g
    • Protein: 54 g
    • Net Carbs: 16 g
    • Intermittent Fasting: 14 Hrs
  • Sleep: 5:18 Hrs
  • Language progress: Spanish (stuck at 25% on Duolingo). Didn't do anything.  
  • Study: I am happy with my progress today. Good girl.  
  • Read: The Hate U Give (1/52) (I haven't touched this book since I started reading)
  • Feeling: Cleaned the house. Studied all I wanted to. No cheating on food. Overall, happiness! 

2017 Chapter I Section 17

The Blogger You Seek, Cannot be Found 

Today I woke up with hope and vigour that today I will finish all the pending tasks. But, the minute I stepped off my bed, everything went downhill. 

Oh, my head started spinning, my body felt like it was on fire, nose was blocked, and I couldn't speak. 

I did not know what was happening. I slowly sat down on my bed and decided to lie down for a bit. 

I woke up after I thought was 15 minutes, but in reality was 5 hours. 

I felt incredibly weak, and my brain felt like mush. 

I didn't have a fever as my temperature was only 99. 

After a quick lunch, I decided to take another nap as I felt like the whole world was spinning around me. This nap was truly short, and I woke up sweating; I had a very strange dream. 

I realised there was no way I could finish any of my work as I couldn't think straight without literally hurting my brain!!!

My mother wanted to have some simple pasta. I made some for our evening snack, ate it and went back to bed. 

I again woke up at 18:35 IST. 

It's 20:00 IST now, I just finished my dinner. My nose feels itchy and dry, and I am having trouble breathing. 

I think I will just call it a day and write today off as a bad day. 

Here is hoping, tomorrow is a better one! 

Tata! 

TODAY'S CHECKLIST:

  • Exercise: 1681 Steps
  • Food:
    • Breakfast: None.
    • Lunch: Chicken, Rice
    • Snack: Pasta
    • Dinner: Noodles
  • Study: None
  • Read: None.
  • Feeling: I was not well! :(