2018 Chapter I Section 10

Am I doing enough?

Do you ever get the feeling that you are doing enough with your life? 

I always feel that. It is a constant reminder/alarm I cannot switch off. 

The more I learn, the more I feel like I need to learn. The more I read, I feel like I am not reading enough. I always feel like I am not doing enough. I feel like I need to work more, I need to know more, go to more places, read more, watch more, more, more and more. 

While studying for my entrance exam for my second master's I am thinking if should I do a Ph.D. next? I have already chalked out the next 20 certifications I want to do (including a few computer software and languages) while working and/or studying. 

I feel like I have already chalked out my next 5 years, yet I feel like I am completely clueless about what I am going to do!? 

Am I going insane? 

Am I? 

Till I figure it out (which might be never)...

Tata! 

TODAY'S CHECKLIST:

• Exercise: 
  • Cals Out: N/A
  • Steps: N/A
  • Miles: N/A
  • Dance: 0 mins
  • Others: 0mins
• Food: 
  • Breakfast: N/A 
  • Lunch: N/A  
  • Snack: N/A
  • Dinner: N/A 
• Eating: Keto
  • Cals In: N/A
  • Fat: N/A
  • Protein: N/A
  • Net Carbs: N/A
• Sleep: 7 hrs
• Language progress: Spanish (stuck at 25% on Duolingo) 
• Study: Going well. On track, till now. 
• Read: The Hate U Give (1/52) (I haven't touched this book since I started reading)
• Feeling: Being a couch potato while studying. I got my periods after 2 months so phew, and I didn't have to use medicines. 

2017 Chapter X Section 12

Days: They are blending! 

The days are blending into each other, 

Twelve of them have passed, 

And, I didn't even realize, till now. 

I am sitting in my little chair, 

Mind wondering off to places, 

I have never been, 

I want to be. 

Waiting for the week to end, 

Yet, loving it so much, 

That I want it to slow down a bit, 

So, I can savor it a bit more! 

TODAY'S CHECKLIST:

• Exercise: 4k steps
• Food: 
  • Breakfast: 2 boiled Eggs, 2 strips of bacon, 15 g shredded mozzarella chesse. 
  • Lunch: Bacon fat fried tenderloin steak with 10 g cheese. 
  • Snack: Raspberries 
  • Dinner: Cheesy Clam Chowder
• Study: Wanted to but fell asleep.
• Read: Finished "Murder on Orient Express", now started "And then there were none"! 
• Feeling: Like listening to more audio books! :D

2017 Chapter VI Section 18

Life & Budgeting 

Money is a strange thing, 
The runs the world, 
And, runs me too.

Somehow, it always runs away, 
From me, I don 't know why, 
Or, have no clue!

I am not Rich,
I am not Poor,  
I always seem to have enough, 
But, always seem to need more.  

Now, let me budget a little, 
To save for tomorrow, 
So, I can be a little more happy, 
And, have little less sorrow! 

Tata! 

TODAY'S CHECKLIST:

• Exercise: None, I did get out of the bed twice.
• Food:
  • Pre-Workout: None.
  • Post Workout: Breakfast: Leftover Lasagna.
  • Lunch: Domino's Pizza. 
  • Snack: None. 
  • Dinner: Rice, Aloo Sabji 
• Study: None.
• Read: None
• Feeling: Lazy, hazy, crazy (because I am budgeting)

2017 Chapter III Section 14

Super Tired Day 3

Oh my god, I have been so tired every day of the week. 

I wanted to sit down and write but by the time I get free to write, my brain gets all mushy! Sleep sleep, need more sleep!

From tomorrow, I have to make it a point to write, because I have so much to talk about. 

Till then, Tata! 

[P.S. Finally won my first Gym fight (Pokemon) and it made me so super happy! :D Also, I won a gym for an hour before I lost it. People are quite active here and that makes me happy! :)] 

Today's Checklist:

• Exercise: 9442 Steps
• Food:
  • Breakfast: Egg Whites, Veggies, Purple Corn Tortilla
  • Lunch: Pasta, Homemade sauce (super healthy)
  • Snack: Instant Noodles. 
  • Dinner: Salad, Diet Canada Dry
• Study: Stanford (Building Business Models)
• Read: None
• Feeling: Tired but happy! :)